If iT doN't kiLL yOu, iT'll hUrT yOu bAd

Huh... i can't believe i'm still running. Had no sleep at all last night. No yawns at all. Just a poker face. Underneath this smile...
What happens when you find out that everything you ever knew was a lie? Or maybe something new was brought up to contradict whatever it is you believed in the first place? Denied denied. More stories (lies?). False allegations. Twisted stories. Clashed facts (lies?). Next thing you know, the table's turned. Blame shifting. Denials. Ego. Yada yada....
***For a moment there i thought i was distrought and disoriented. Highly. But briefly. Held back ego. Resorted to music. Next thing i knew, i was a singing anger-ball. Guess you just call it self-expression.

Aargh.your bloody laughter is a sign of playing innocent.dang

Friday ChiLLz

omg. i'm so not able to spill my intentioned rants rite now; am by the pool being savaged by mosquitos...aaaaahhhhh
the internet connection was down so decided to have a walk outside and use wireless.... by the pool...bad place to be..wrong time for blood donation... sei

Spoke Too Soon...

As the day reaches the end, my heart sinks back into the darkness...
I am one with the day veiled by the after math of sun set..
Lousy week. Letting myself down just to not let others down. Helpless.
They said they'll be here but all i see is an empty space.

Looking Behind Clouds of Grey

Huhuhu. its been sad and depressing these few days. loneliness in the sky. in the falling leaves. echoing voices in the four walls. finally able to dig outta that black hole. huhuhu. been keepin' busy even though there wasn't anything that i felt like doing. now i'm just craving for vanilla milkshake (again) and apple pie ^p^

*hahaha. Mayz u crazeee =P *

*misss my sleeping pill*

Today it'a all about pampering.hee hee.i need a break! if anybody asks, i'm behind that cloud of grey~ =) Time to put on my sunnies~