She Did Not Fly.

What?
I'm still here?
This can't be....
Oh, but it can....
Whatever it is there must have been a reason why God did not put me on that plane this morning...
.....
I missed my flight.
Or rather pushed it to tomorrow....
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Waiting in the airport all midnight only to find myself back at a place i was supposed to say goodbye for _______!

Life is great*

Everyone was sending me welcome home messages.... T-T

12.53 AM - Am at the airport as of this moment. Few minutes to 1 am and the lights are flickered off one by one. (it's not that dramatic--just some of the lights). I'm still induced by anxiety from my flight ticket problems earlier. made it to the airport somehow and managed to settle my flight ticket from here. what hassle--
oh well. i guess this time my vanilla milkshake didn't help much with a push of sugar high *bad indeed in times of stress and rising blood levels*
Was close to canceling my flight tonight but managed to pull through that.
Now with all this time I just hope my lappy batt don't die on me too soon because i have so MUCH time to kill. and it's eerie here. (~_^)
aaahh...finally, a victim on MSN to entertain me *hohoho*

There has been so much to ponder upon.

People, please don't talk much about something you really don't know much about or not too sure about the facts because you ain't seen it for real or experienced it yet, as in you're too darn hard-headed on your ego to allow some room for people who actually know their facts straight to share it with you--when you asked for it, or better yet explained it as though you knew.

Home is where the heart is, or the family. :)

It's not always how the place is--so friggin developed in terms of technology and architecture that it's the BEST place...

Developed places don't always mean it's all developed minds.
In fact, a place that's more developed than the minds of the community could be by hook or crook dangerous.

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As a friend once quoted, 'Money doesn't buy class.'

But then again, most people refuse to ponder upon such things that requires us to actually really use our brains followed by the appropriate actions...and so they resort to simplistic thinking...
Not many know how much damage this does to our society...
Not many probably even know what i am talking about...

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It's mid-year people!
How are those new year's resolutions doing?

Moving up?
Down?
or Nowhere?

I am flying home soon in a few hours...hohoho~
It's so funny how so many things can happen in such a short time. Maybe not that hilarious but wonderfully unplanned things that just seem to catch you off guard--how! I just packed my stuff today and I so dread it! Usually I'd have started a week earlier...seriously. But this past week has been a fast
motion blur--in a way. Well I always intend on packing light but that's close to impossible. And the books! omg...my precious books...
Oh well.

Smiley little happy people. lamb chop. vanilla milkshakes. the beach. sister act. the starry night sky. the salty breeze. the crazy arse beloved peeps. the family.
--awaits me.
: )

Poetry In Motion

Song of the day: Sunrise -Angel City

Here are a couple of pictures from Yahoo! News
There were loads of 'em but these were among my favorites

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FLOATING STATEMENT Children run through 6 thousands balloons outside Brazil's national congress in Brasilia, on Tuesday, June 5th. The World Wildlife Fund Brazil placed the balloons in protest against the country's daily emission of six million tons of greenhouse gasses.

JURMALA SUNSET : Swans fly over the Baltic sea during a sunset in Jurmala, near Riga.(AFP/Janek Skarzynski)

SAUDI SUN : The sun sets in the Saudi city of Hail, around 700 kms north of downtown Riyadh.(AFP/Hassan Ammar)

Fireworks explode over Moscow river during a fireworks contest, late June 1, 2007. REUTERS/Denis Sinyakov (RUSSIA)


DREAM CATCHER : Danielle Arico (L) and Steven Marshall perform the scene "Dream Catcher" during a dress rehearsal of the dance company Momix at the Joyce Theater in New York.(AFP/Timothy A. Clary)

Ending the day : Fishermen return from the sea as the sun sets, ending the day in Jimbaran, on Bali island.(AFP/Sonny Tumbelaka)

I feel so far away from a lot of things
Yet still attached to the things i wish be far from me
I have raised my guards up
Not afraid
Maybe still hurting silently
Can you hurt unconsciously?
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I'm supposed to fly back home today
But it's not gonna happen;
Not today.

1OthJuneO7.

Sunday again. could only mean one thing--it's already been a month.
I finally closed the book of The Road Less Traveled & Beyond. The closure was good and only left me with questions of my own. I decided to google the author and i was shocked to find that this amazing man has already left this world 2 years back.

My highest salute and gratitude to M.SCOTT PECK, may you rest in peace.

I was yet again left in a confusion of thoughts or rather a myriad of questions; I tried to relate the things that the author had written in his book and that of his own last years of his life's journey after his last book, The Road Last Traveled & Beyond.

The last chapter somehow feels close to home.

8thJuneO7.

Good morning Friday!

Feels like forever somehow...it's just been two days since i had posted anything...
It's been helluva tiring!
The badminton tourney was good...though i was clearly not prepared for it...the games were okay....

I entered the hall just to play.
It didn't feel like those years back where you played to claim victory. The excitement of a challenge; adrenalines pumping. Ha-ha.
But it was still home for me--*

Yesterday was interesting though...
A conversation with a bunch of high school kids
Talks of life, love;

*Marie's laughter is damned contagious! She does not look her age and though she can make you laugh endlessly, mess with her and she'll spite you double.
She started teasing *Mikey and try as he did to ignore her, she started to spill his secret crush...
I tell you, he started wailing like a duck about to be killed the moment she opened up on his top secret.
Every time she was about to mention whatever it is that made him embarassed he would start wailing.

[MARIE] Ey guys, Mikey was crying yesterday!
[MIKEY]wth are you talking about?!
[MARIE]Omg it was hilarious! he was heartbroken---
[MIKEY]what?!
[MARIE]because---
[MIKEY]*starts wailing*
*Marie goes on talking but we couldn't hear her cause Mikey's wail started hitting the high keys*
[MARIE]hahahaha! *Natasha broke his heart----
[MIKEY]*starts wailing*

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"I get so many proposals from girls in my school but I won't accept them cause I already like someone--and I only want her."

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A mother looks at her baby boy and says, 'Son, you're going to break so many hearts when you grow up...'

6thJuneO7.

It's 2O minutes to 2 am.
I have a game at 9 in the morning...and I have to wake up at 5 am.
Oh well.

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When you know that it's love
Maybe you'll know when it's not

A record with Mayzy: 3 H 40 Mins *This song is so emo* Two more chapters for The Road Less Traveled and Beyond! Chilling is the name of the game… Brian-kun, hang in there! Work for me la kays? XD

4thJuneO7.

Footsteps outside my door
In a far-fetched imagination, it is fear
But for some it is real

Broken records holding you on
Or maybe it's the other way round
But the summer breeze just breaths memories
A childhood never forgot;

A broken rainbow stained in the sky
The taste of salt in the breeze
Old school music
Back in the days when matrimony meant forever
When God watches at night with a hundred billion eyes
When the blackout candles entitled you to one wish
The emptiness when the party's over
The evening adventures
New year's bond fires
Talks of love at a tender age of 9
The day fairy tales only belonged in movies or story books
When you walk against the wind with an umbrella,
In hopes it will blow you away to another world (Do not try this at home)
Catching falling leaves
The worth of 50cents back then
When raws with little brothers could turn vicious
When dreams were so beautiful you could hardly wait to grow up
And then reality hits

You are now where you used to look from a far;
Tomorrow has become your todays.

Gridiron Gang

It's June!

And there's a big storm rolling in right now *eeekk*
Well today wasn't so bad.
Instead of Sunday, I got my dreaded phone call on a Saturday night.
Nice.

I just watched this movie, Gridiron Gang and I love it!

It's based on a TRUE STORY. Basically about a group of teenagers at a juvenile center who come together and learn to work as a team whilst rebuilding their self-esteem when their counselor starts a football team in hopes of changing the fate of these delinquents .
There are over 120,000 juveniles incarcerated in detention centers across the U.S...
Upon release, 75% will either return to prison or die on the street...
This story is about the people who tried to make a difference--

Check it out!