HaPpy nEw yEaR 2oO7.

I'm back! It's been more than a month and upon my return things seem to stay just the way i last left them...huhuh. Nostalgic feelings seem to be revived the moment i walked through the paths of to and fro...my everyday scene...oh well. I'm looking forward though to this new year...new term... =)
I had a blast btw during my home break =D
A beautiful end for the year 2OO6....

Goodbye For Now.

Time: 1.52 am
Feeling:
Listening to: Be Without You -Mary J Blige
Food: Cheese na'an

Few more hours before flying back home...huhuhu...was done with college last monday...woohoO :) But this week itself has been hectic-weird... -_-" seriously...i wished my flight was the next day *Tuesday morning*....huh...but oh well it's already saturday...yay ^_^
Just wanna forget about some things for a while...been nothing but bothers of hopeless worries...unneccesary anxiety...bleahz...
I have loads to look forward to this holiday :D woohooO
November comeS November goes. . .

Remember November...

Huh?! October is over~~~~
What's been up....I have 3 subjects left...tomorrow is my presentation for illustration! after tomorrow there will be one more big presentation left...huhu...
This week itself has been exhausting...submissions...working on the journal...getting design approval...badminton!....haven't been going for training plus i've mostly been sitting working infront of the computer or desk so my stamina has gone way way down...but yesterday was a great workout ^u^ well there's supposed to be this international friendly match against Korea...but the game date is still not confirmed so i'm still not sure whether i'll be able to play for that...anyway i need the exercise...good way to de-stress!
Huh....can't wait for it all to be over and fly back but surely there'll be something i'll miss...huhu...

One More!

Mayz got Tyra (-_-)?
me want too...so me paste on me blog...

You Decide

Which Victoria's Secret Angel are you?
Alessandra Ambrosio You are sexy, exciting, and can be daring!
Take The Quiz Now!	Quizzes by myYearbook.com

Sometimes it's hard to breakaway from your comfort zone. standing out in the bare unknown you might feel unable to face what lies in the darkness. often you withdraw back to your safe zone. still in your heart you know that you cannot stay there forever. and as many times as you try but feel the fear in your heart; as hard as you try not to give in; you try and you try, and slowly with each new dawn you feel the strength within your being; you start to see how much you've been missing; you see how it is possible to move on and begin anew; you start to realize that it really is okay to accept change and that with every end there is a chance for a new begining...one thing to always remember, never ever give up hope.

CuT.

I just cut my own hair ! (just the front la..) omg...i finally did it...hahahahahaha...was so damn bored i swear i heard the scissors call me...at least this time it turned out aLRIGHT! my so called 'fringe'... woohooO

+Vanilla Aimz.

I'm craving cHeesecake right now. oh. And vaniLLa miLkshake. Me likey mucho mucho!

I fell from a shooting star
I tried to fly back to space
The wind caught me
They breezed me back to earth...
And messed with my hair!
Nice try aimz

**I love my golden slippers! Of course they're not as goLd as they used to be...that's cause i love 'em so much i wear them almOst everyday! and because of that their lifespan may be soon... :(

October Baby!

Woohooo...!! I can't believe it's been months...i'm not an avid blogger i admit... unlike some of my friends whom i enjoy the pleasure of reading their day-to-day rants just for the laughs but seriously they're damn cool... (hails*)
Well anyway life; amazing. Love-it. The tears and heart-ache? they come with the laughters and smiles...but it's not that bad if you learn to appreciate the little things in everyday
Today.
I was on my way out from my block to help with a friend's shooting assignment when this oh-so adorable cat meow-ed at me and just trailed behind me all the way outta da building. I attempted to take a snap of it and well i did get oNe good one

Hee hee~
I didn't realize however when i was in the midst of snapping this kitty there was a guy standing up front who didn't move a muscle at all--he was just static. Then when i did look at him he was still like that -_-" After a few seconds he smiled and said 'Heh, nice cat.'
I just smiled and nodded. Then he said 'Oh, you like cats.' I managed to let out a small 'Yea' and a weak smile as i was turning away. Then the cat followed behind me and he said 'Oh, it's following you!'
I had such a fake smile...the vibes was just not going right...
Then i realized the cat wasn't the only thing following me behind...so was he...
I sped up just in time to hear his last words. 'Cat..heh.'
Then i just walked without looking back.

**The shooting was funny. I was so lame -_-". It was so hOt. i was getting bored.

1. I love you not because of who you are, but because of who I am when I am with you..
2. No man or woman is worth your tears, and the one who is, won't make you cry.
3. Just because someone doesn't love you the way you want them to,?doesn't mean they don't love you with all they have.
4. A true friend is someone who reaches for your hand and touches your heart.
5. The worst way to miss someone is to be sitting right beside them knowing you can' t have them
6. Never frown, even when you are sad, because you never know who is falling in love with your smile.
7. To the world you may be one person, but to one person you may be the world.
8. Don't waste your time on a man/woman, who isn't willing to waste their time on you.
9. Maybe God wants us to meet a few wrong people before meeting the right one, so that when we finally meet the person, we will know how to be grateful.
10. Don't cry because it is over, smile because it happened

LiVe + LoVe + LaUgH

Yeeaaaahhh~~~~~~

Life is too precious to let slip by... Despite all the chaos happening in the world and the insanity, beauty still exists in the lil' appreciated moments in life... the people who love you unconditionally.. good food.. ice-cream on a bad day... a warm smile.. a kind word.. a look of concern from a loved one.. a cool breeze.. laughter... good company.. good music... love...

hee hee~

...even those without a roof over their heads can appreciate the one meal that gets them through another day... what about y o u?

Lalala~ s m i L e =D

If iT doN't kiLL yOu, iT'll hUrT yOu bAd

Huh... i can't believe i'm still running. Had no sleep at all last night. No yawns at all. Just a poker face. Underneath this smile...
What happens when you find out that everything you ever knew was a lie? Or maybe something new was brought up to contradict whatever it is you believed in the first place? Denied denied. More stories (lies?). False allegations. Twisted stories. Clashed facts (lies?). Next thing you know, the table's turned. Blame shifting. Denials. Ego. Yada yada....
***For a moment there i thought i was distrought and disoriented. Highly. But briefly. Held back ego. Resorted to music. Next thing i knew, i was a singing anger-ball. Guess you just call it self-expression.

Aargh.your bloody laughter is a sign of playing innocent.dang

Friday ChiLLz

omg. i'm so not able to spill my intentioned rants rite now; am by the pool being savaged by mosquitos...aaaaahhhhh
the internet connection was down so decided to have a walk outside and use wireless.... by the pool...bad place to be..wrong time for blood donation... sei

Spoke Too Soon...

As the day reaches the end, my heart sinks back into the darkness...
I am one with the day veiled by the after math of sun set..
Lousy week. Letting myself down just to not let others down. Helpless.
They said they'll be here but all i see is an empty space.

Looking Behind Clouds of Grey

Huhuhu. its been sad and depressing these few days. loneliness in the sky. in the falling leaves. echoing voices in the four walls. finally able to dig outta that black hole. huhuhu. been keepin' busy even though there wasn't anything that i felt like doing. now i'm just craving for vanilla milkshake (again) and apple pie ^p^

*hahaha. Mayz u crazeee =P *

*misss my sleeping pill*

Today it'a all about pampering.hee hee.i need a break! if anybody asks, i'm behind that cloud of grey~ =) Time to put on my sunnies~