Not So Dead Yet.

ZEST!

The revival of BelleSparkle

: )

I know, I know.... Bukan da mati ka? Nop. =p

I'm back to blogging *fingers-crossed* and hopefully I'll be able to keep up with posts and what not. Oh, and that new blog? Well lets just say it's out there, just that I decided to keep this one rolling... 

So apart from the M.I.A in practically the online world for the past year things are up and about in almost all spheres and I'm whoop-tee-doop-tee happ'ee =D I deliberately shut some doors for a while and after that much needed time of hibernation and isolation the honey tastes sweeter and the grass seems greener these days. Life is so. I know, I don't make sense. What the heck. This is a blog after all. Expression is the name of the game. 

CheeRs!

(will update this post again soon!)

Next Stop, Jupiter...

: )

I'm tired of the same lines, I think it's time to change the channel.
I think I almost gave up blogging. So much for that, here I am now. Hello.
Oh, it's exactly 2 weeks since beginning life at the 6th floor pool view; desert oil palm plantation for a landscape; and the orange couch a place to retire.
I see that some things will never be the same, ever; I bow and let the river take its course. I'm glad I found my bubbling euphoria again though. And love is a wonder like the grin of a Cheshire Cat.
I've been burying my head behind my National Geographic mags--can't get enough. My salvation is in the pages of a World History book. I know, I'm a bore. But I can't help it; my muse is dressed as a historian professor of some sort chanting the fields of anthropology, ancient civilization, geography, .....

"I smell rain". : )

I must say it's been depressing reading the news everyday. But it only serves to remind us the fractured reality of life. I sense a little humor though in life's little triviality.

Sha shrieks at a little tyrant redefining the meaning of boredom, "You, demon!"

Cheers mate! The pyramids of Giza await me =]

Chipped Polish + Fever.

Golly. I think i've had enough of house music for now; the beats are still ringing in my head. My weekend has been infused with the cold. I caught the flu and was down with a fever yesterday. I felt i wasted most of the day and even then i couldn't be spared with proper rest due to the nightmares about work that need be done! Sheesh. But i felt much better after some herbal tea prior to dinner. And seriously after, I was on a working high -__-" Worked on some drawings 'till 4am....zzzz...
And surprisingly i woke up quite refreshed this morning and ready to tackle on more work! I just finished one assignment a while ago so i was thinking of watching a movie for a break =p

Tee-hee~*

My blogging juice is just at a low drive...but i still felt like spilling some bits.

Cupcake, anyone?

Cherry Blossom Blisters Under Velvet Skies.

Never get wasted on a weekday--especially when there's class in the morning.
I was practically moving on a high throughout the whole day with just one hour of sleep.

Class was interesting today;
Kaifan falling in love at first sight;
Kun-kun telling me that milkshake is milk that you just shake--kau kau -__-;
John trying to be funny;
Nishii playing reverse psychology...;
and me thinking they've all gone insane.

When rain tastes like vanilla and the sun shines sugar rays

Say Ok is such an emo song right now

It's a crazy high on work; i feel mischievous

I can't believe the last lines i spoke to a friend before...

Pink Prominence.

Listening to: Sorry, Blame It On Me -Akon
Feeling: sleepy + e. m. o + :) + weird

It's already mid-week. Goodness. My eyelids are heavy but my heart is restless. All the demands in the week (wth am I talking about? it's only Wednesday... -_-") seem endless. Today I felt the weird breezes of the past, present and future. I have no idea what that meant, but that's how it feels or felt. Pink appears to be the dominating color of the day. And chocolate milk was out of stock so i got strawberry instead. I really don't know where this post is leading me. I just felt i needed to type out some....stuff.
Busy isn't even enough to describe the workload i need to surpass. Stress and tensions get to me now and then but the thing is I'm enjoying what I'm doing. It's still tough of course especially when you need to grasp a whole lot of things in such a short period of time. Well when i talk about managing through the semester, i don't speak for myself when i say that i'm busy. Everyone else is. And allotting time is quite challenging. Sigh*
There's that little voice at the back of my mind i just can't seem to grip. Guess i need to catch some Zzzz's....

Hope i dream this tonight. . .

The Half Moon

Liz Phair is my loop for today. Extraordinary. I used to loop it back in a certain period of time, so playing it again today in a long time takes me way back. I would say that my sweet tooth cravings were quite satisfactory today. I wish that was good... Chocolate milk, a lollipop, and a packet of chocolate coated peanuts...and some more chocolate--how swell. Oh well. Today was my chill day. It's crazy under the covers frankly. The busyness in the week may have seemed to keep me occupied but other than that it's a choice i have made. I've said 'no' more than i can keep track of now and i rephrase that it's not as easy as it seems. Sounds easy, no? Just decline. Say, 'no'. No.
No, it's not that easy. Hasn't been. At least for me. These days i may seem cold hearted to those who do not know me. Or perhaps i have not really let in. Cold? Because i keep saying 'no, thanks'.

I am quite happy with my life right now.
If everything had to lead to complications then maybe i know better than where to be taking my next steps. It's harsh. I'm not afraid but ego doesn't count for courage. If it was meant to be, time will find its pace.

I watched a really good movie yesterday, 'The American History X'. It's an old movie but it portrays the issues of racism and aesthetic human values of family, community and country (in global terms). Catch it if you haven't already.

Somehow the imagery of giraffe prints in watercolor sends a familiar feeling of a childhood. Now this brings me back to one splendid evening in the neighbor's backyard; playtime with the kids next door seemed almost routine. It was dusk but the sun was still hovering over the vanishing point of the sea. The evening sunlight; beautiful. We were in our own worlds. On top of a small boat that was turned upside down; maybe that day we were pirates fighting a battle for sand dollars. But for one, the ray of sunlight that pierced through the branches of the old rooted seaside tree that stood like a giant oak was immaculate. It wasn't an oak. It was a giant tree. At least it was at the age of 6. It landed just on our playground haven. It felt like a blessing with patches of shades around. Like we were the heroes in our own little world. Even as pirates. We were going to save the turtles and build castles and perform jellyfish offerings to the sea. Those were the days.

Judge me, this soul that is a life too. But what are thee, if not human too?

Random Rant.

Help me...?

Picture of the day:

(This was posted on Yahoo! pictures few weeks ago...do you see what i see?? space out!)

Thought of the day:
I can do it...i can do it...no...i can't...yes!! i can!!....n...i cannn........

*cry*

Biggest desicion of the day:
To sleep or not to sleep?

Feeling of the day:
I feel like an anti-social workaholic, can?
S T R e S S!!!


Recent:
...i'm a' go get some ice--cream now...
.......

- Babe, Mayzy, this is dedicated to you. -

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=p

Mayzy and I on opposite sides.
Both with our laptops on.
Transferring songs to each other.
Msn-ing. (she's just right in front of me?!)
Nyahaa.
Feels weird.
Haha.

Recap - 17thAprilO7

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The ghetto peepz: Iylia, Aimz & Zul...be afraid people!!

This ain't no vanity strike yo! *Fiqo still tries to be IT*

Spacing out....@_@ Zzzzz.......
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M e & Y o u

Tagged by: Mayzy my Moo-moo Nut :)

Each player of this game starts off with ten weird things or habits or little known facts about you. People who get tagged must write in a blog of their own ten weird things or habits or little known facts as well as state this rule clearly. At the end, you must choose 6 people to be tagged and list their names.

1. ♥ Yeah me too...i must wash my feet before i jump into bed

2. ♥I used to think that fireflies were faeries *once i saw like 2 fireflies in the bush i whispered to myself 'Faeries!' and i was the happiest lil' girl on the planet...i thought only 'special' people could see them* i was a kid...haha =)

3. ♥I'm a hamster --as in i hoard...stuff... I have this habit of collecting bus tickets, movie tickets, pretty plastic/paper bags, tags, justea cans (i stack them up one of each flavor)....omg don't ask me why...but i'll throw them out every now and then....

4. ♥i love reading out loud

5. ♥back in primary school one of my chores was to water the flowers...i was already reading books on ESP for kids so...i talked to the flowers...hoping they would grow fast/healthy/pretty? ...i was a lil' girl! ...OH...and i used to talk to my plushies....hoping that they would talk back to me oneday? AND omg...i used to believe that they'd come to life after midnight...

6. ♥I can get pretty philosophical

7. ♥i lurveeee vanillaaaaaaaaaaa........milkshake....scents.....pudding....latte......
ice-cream.......

8. ♥i used to think that 'siblings' meant piglets.....

''How many siblings you have?"

9. ♥flying roaches scare the sheitz outta me! *don't be surprised if i make weird noises of a freaked damsel in distress*

9½. ♥i'm an organized mess

10. ♥i'm a girl with a wi Ld imagination....rooaarrrRRR~!

I tag Dudu, Zul, Selvi, Eri, Topez & Bibu

♪Music feeds my soul...

♫Listening to: Sweet Escape...

♪Trying, trying, trying!

♫...uninspired....

♪...my nail color matches this font color...vain purple~

♫Craving for vanilla milkshake =(

♪I miss: crazee mayzy, rain.BOW, green green fN!e, my cute adorable sibblings, my cute adorable cuzzies =] , my room, mama Lulu, *la fEaS*, beaches, laughing with the bestieS, my violin, *poking the sky*, the night sky with a million watchful eyes...♥

♫i miss you

16th March 2OO7

Time to blog...

Before that, this is a very special day for me =] God bless

♥ Why Can't I by Liz Phair is my current obsession...must be the roaring
beats of the bass...
♥ ...been working, working & working!
♥ ...taking a break from msn unless it's WORK related!
♥ ...lately been sipping on Green tea for breakfast...
♥ Oh,my nail color matches this font color...
♥ ...love my motivational books...
♥ ...can't live without my phone and my little black book...
♥ ...think, sleep, eat, work!
♥ I miss home & my beloved family :(
♥ ...my classmates are a crazee loveable bunch of people! xOxO
♥ aah...love my beloved friends =) you know who you are...*hugs*
♥ ...honey, i love you =)
♥ Love my life

Some things are better left unsaid...*